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Uncertainty in certainty…

No matter how strong and capable we are, no matter how we present ourselves to other people, we still have our doubts, worries, anxieties and sadness once in a while. And there are many reasons for that. In such moments, we may find everything that is wrong with us, see the world as a cruel place, see the worst in people..

We doubt ourselves and our beliefs, we get no support from the Divine source no matter how hard we try to reach it.

We question the purpose of our existence, the truth of our identity, the choices we make on a regular basis, and people we decided to bring into our circle. We hesitate to stand for what we thought is right, because in such moments we feel that everything is wrong.. and neither spiritual nor mental health practices would help.. that what once seemed 100% certain, is now a dark cloud of uncertainty that is so heavy that it’s pushing us down.

The only step we can take is to have faith and give it a time.
Faith; that even when everything is wrong, there is always a reason. But at this moment, we have to learn about ourselves. Understanding that the pain is a part of life.. it’s normal.. if every minute we poke a healing wound to see if it is better or it’s still bleeding and go over every detail of how we got it – the wound will remain.. to heal, we must move to the stage of recovery, where we just take care of it as we are supposed to, treat infection that caused it, put bandage on it and focus on recovery and not the pain.
Faith; that when we feel like we are alone, we never are. In fact, there are many majestic beings supporting our every move.
Faith; that we are created by the Divine Wisdom, which gave us the greatest and the most beautifully functioning mechanism: the Universe. Where the perfect balance exists. And there is always a purpose for every living thing through time and space.
Faith; that there will definitely be the end of our suffering as everything but the Holy Essence has its end.
Time; to keep going just one day at a time. And then, one more day once again, until after countless hours we see that we are a living proof of our faith.. The ultimate perfection.
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And, I love you!